I’m talking to you! #mymission
I’m just telling my story, I want to do this when I’m really vulnerable. Scared. Not feeling perfect, with all these feelings and thoughts that I experience. Different Marks, but that’s life.
I can be nervous, scared and happy at the same time. Vulnerable and insecure… Are there people watching? Are there people out there? Am I good enough? Is my story complete? I don’t know… But I accepted this feelings.
Every day I make choices, I enjoy life and I deal with it.
Do I make mistakes? Yes.
Is it always easy? No.
Is it tuff sometimes? Of course it is.
I had some very weird, dangerous, addicted and depressed periodes in my life. I like to say that these lay in the past, and they do, but I always have to be aware that it doesn’t catch up on me.
I struggle, I have to find my way, but I do.
Walking, for me, is the best medicine.
And I believe, sincerely deep in my heart, that it is for you too the best medicine.
I want to help people, I want to inspire people and especially the people who are open for it, open to make a change. To the people who are really struggling, suffering in life. People who don’t know where to start. Who is helping those people?
I’ve been there in my life. I struggled with addiction (gambling, sugar, smoking), depression, instability, borderline symptoms, all kinds of things. There are a lot of people I follow too, they call them ‘gooroo’, the wise people, the therapist. They say: “If you live like this then it will be alright.” And they are probably right. But what if you can’t do that first step?
If you really want to make a start and get some inspiration, and want to know how other people do it? Then follow me and my journey, follow my talks. I will share my life experiences with you and explain how it works for me. To share all that I have in me, my wisdom.
I’m talking to you!
If you are struggling with depression, addiction, mental health, excesive thinking, medicine: just follow me, connect with me, express yourself, share your stories, walk with me and let’s make a difference together. I do it on a lot of channels, but in real life too. I will explain my story, my life experience. I don’t know where it all will go and what will happen with this and I don’t know how I‘m developing and where my story will go in totaly, where my journey is heading,… But it is what it is.
I’m just like you. And it is a journey. Not only literally, but a journey in life.
Every day I have this resistance, thoughts. You can make a change when you make little steps!
From 10 October I’m walking the TA trail in New Zealand. I do this for myself and to start a foundation to help other people taking that first step! You can follow this journey on YouTube, Polarsteps and Instagram. And You can support this on GoFundMe. Visit www.gofundme.com/witbm and be the change. Thank You from my heart!